thoughts of you

funny how i think of you
for i dont know if you think of me too

how do i say i miss you so
when i never had a chance to at least try to find you

when will i ever end imagining i'm with you
though it is crazy that is what i do

how do i tell myself that it aint worth it
for i feel okay whenever i have thoughts of you

when will i find the answer to my questions
will it be in my dreams that i hope will come true?

what now?

for all i know- am i still human?
do i still feel that?

will i ever end up being so worried
that maybe tomorrow i will still be walking alone
on my own with no one to stay beside me...

could i ever try to set myself free.....
freedom from being a slave.....
freedom from living a lie......
freedom from being miserable....
freedom from hoping against hope...

I want to be free....let God and let go......
and let me be me....