Past three decades, a year and counting....
Where am I? Who am I? I finally found me! At last!
I sure do know what it was to cry endlessly, hope endlessly and give up.....
give up this marriage that has shown me all I have never realized I will see.
If it is a mistake to love and let go of love, then I want to make that big mistake.
I was dumb, deaf and blind of the truth I have been living with for the past years in my life.
Sure all these crap hurts, and makes me numb, callous, forget who I am for a moment then fight with myself. Explain to myself what a mess I have made out of this marriage. And finally, grab the chance of building my own home alone and away with my kids, happy and hopeful that tomorrow will be brighter! :)
Monday, August 22, 2005
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